Like many of us, I'm always looking for excitement in life. When I don't get it life feels 'stagnant'. As though nothing is progressing. Some people are the simple minded, happy-go-lucky kinds - they receive their daily pleasure from little things, perhaps a good bowl of soup or great weather. They put on a genuine smile most of the time. My thumbs up to them - they're probably really happy. Unfortunately I've long graduated from that state of mind so it takes a little wee bit more to satisfy myself. I need to dragged out from my safety zone, be thrown out on a fucking battlefield, and endure every moment as rounds of lead graze through my skin without mercy. Not literally, but that's an option too.
OMGz, good weather! Gosh, I'm happy!
For the past week I havent been doing much aside from staying at home (and surfing the net). Perhaps watching some TV and going down to Starbucks for a Grande-sized Latté, but nothing more really. Some people suggest that I head to a game store and buy one of those awesome, highly-acclaimed computer games. But no, I swore myself off games half a year back and never looked back. Games don't excite me as much as they used to, unfortunately. Punching someone and getting punched in the boxing ring almost renders everything else 'mild' in comparison. Throwing a 3 pointer at the court? What about throwing a triple left hook at that ugly bastard in the ring? Honestly I still enjoy many activities that I do, but it just doesn't give me the occasional 'oomph' as easily anymore.
My holiday ends today. Tomorrow is the start of a new 'half-term' and it means more work coming up. Four essays to be exact. I don't particularly dislike going to class,but it's been such a slow moving week for me. I just don't feel like doing anything yet. On the bright side this might get my blood running at a slightly higher pace, before my brain shuts down and says 'I quit, you suck'. The weather's crappy today. I think I shall take a shower and buy myself a coffee. Or two. Happy fucking holidays, my friends.
OMGz, good weather! Gosh, I'm happy!My holiday ends today. Tomorrow is the start of a new 'half-term' and it means more work coming up. Four essays to be exact. I don't particularly dislike going to class,but it's been such a slow moving week for me. I just don't feel like doing anything yet. On the bright side this might get my blood running at a slightly higher pace, before my brain shuts down and says 'I quit, you suck'. The weather's crappy today. I think I shall take a shower and buy myself a coffee. Or two. Happy fucking holidays, my friends.
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